I'm usually a pretty strong fighter, full of energy, hope and fortitude but there have been many days in the past couple of years that I have been extraordinarily tired, struggling to find my motivation, my faith and my joy. There was a time when I had a faith that was unshakeable, a thirst for God that was insatiable. Now there are days when I don't even feel like opening up my Bible or praying or talking to God. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't. I just liter